Well Phil where do i start never did i think you leaving would affect me so hard you was always there for me and james and can't thank you enough for what you did for us supporting us and never judging us would always give me that look but never once did you judge or criticise anyone always there for advise you left a big whole in our life and hearts that no other big guy could fill i promised you I would look after Andrea ,Keshena and Kaelan as much as I could and I will carry on as much as I can you are loved and missed every day I wish I could wave a magic wand and bring you back to live your life with your family and friends but you will live on in all off us as we will always remember you the laughs we had the family days out and the parties we had i know your watching down on everyone especially Andrea and the kids and Sara I hope your behaving up there and not causing trouble until we meet again rest easy big guy 💙💙💙💙